You can make anything new.

i have been crucified with Christ and i no longer live, but Christ lives in me. the life i now live in the body, i live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. [galatians 2:20]

I need to stop thinking my past determines my future. And I need to believe that God will not truly give me something good and rip it all away before I can blink. He gives good things to His children.