You can make anything new.

i have been crucified with Christ and i no longer live, but Christ lives in me. the life i now live in the body, i live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. [galatians 2:20]

i have never set foot in a gym in my life. sad story. but today i applied to work at one.

me: i heard you had a few open positions here from an employee.
manager: yes, i think we need someone for front desk.

me: (in my head) FRONT DESK?? DEAR GOD! JUST WHAT I’VE BEEN LOOKING FOR! 

from the moment i walked in, i felt in my bones that this would be the best job ever to have in the meantime while i pray for God to open doors to use my photography. for someone who has totally failed at physical fitness… i was in awe of how great i felt inside that place. they offer insurance/dental, 401k, free membership and all that jazz if you work there. i felt so at peace, no anxiety whatsoever, just watching the people work the front desk. it seriously looked like the greatest job in the world to me. maybe i really am just extremely desperate - well, i know i am. but seriously. PLEASE pray that God would open this door, because i have less and less time to get myself together in the situation i’m in. the landlord here is trippin’ over the fact that i am living here free.